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7/3/2025 Billy

Hey Adia :) sweetheart I want you to know, I want you. I only want you. I’m falling in love with you and I can’t be more joyous of it. I know we’re so far away from eachother, but I don’t think I’m wrong in saying I’m not feeling the physical distance. Your presence in our calls, your humanity, your unapologetic self. It all makes the distance feel so meaningless. I want you more and more each day, I learn more about you each day and I love it. I am committed to you. I want this more than anything in the world, I have no doubt in that, and I hope you feel the same <3

7/3/2025 Adia

Hi my sweet Billy. I just got off the phone with you (not by choice), you are sleeping hopefully. Every moment I spend talking to you I feel renewed. All of the heartfelt words, and especially all of the lazy conversations as I can barely keep my eyes open, let alone form a cohesive sentence. You make me feel new again. I don't really have any other way to put it, I didn't think much about this before writing it -- I was just overwhelmed with emotion, and wanted to get it out, to you. Each moment I get with you feels so special, and I just hope that feeling never dulls.

7/2/2025 Adia

Hi Billy. I am feeling quite sad, as you live a whole life without me. I'm so glad you're doing something like Mexico, I know it's important for you. Its important for anyone, to do those kinda life-altering things. It'll make you a richer person, to be able to say you spent a month in Mexico. You'll learn a lot I'm sure. Although I'm a bit jealous, I get less of your time, and I miss you. That's why I try so hard to occupy myself, because then at least I'm also living my life to the fullest while you're gone. I just hope I still occupy a corner of your mind every day... You -- the things you say, your voice, your touch, your smile, your biceps :p -- always have a corner in mine.

7/2/2025 Billy

Hello baby girl, I woke up in a daze and saw that little green light at the top of my screen, I was so excited to see you were still on FaceTime. All I see is the back of your head, but something about it. It’s your room in a new light I haven’t seen before. It made me think, there’s so much for me to learn about you, and I want to. You make me excited to know everything. I want to be there to listen, talk, I want to be there to help you when you need it or offer support from a distance when you need it. I want you, I want you, I want you.

7/1/2025 Billy

Hey sweetheart, I’m writing this at 1:44 AM. I was thinking. About what to say as I heard the FaceTime end, I think your iPad died. I wanted to say I’m proud of you. And to be selfish, I’m proud of myself. I’m very happy we both decided to do this. To throw ourselves into this, and commit. I wouldn’t want it any other way. I’m so glad we solidified it, because honestly I’d be worried sick, I’d be scared I didn’t have the conviction to ensure that you weren’t the one that got away (Katy Perry…) I know what my heart wants. I have no doubt. I know it’s scary but I wouldn’t want it any other way. I take the pain because the love is worth it.

6/30/2025 Adia

Hi Billy, I'm testing things out. Thank you for making such an amazing awesome beautiful thing for us to work on together.

6/30/2025 Billy

Hey you beautiful beautiful girl. Im so excited to work on our website together! I hope to use this side column for little notes, things to brighten eachothers days :)

Wings

I will never be the one to clip your wings, Adia. No matter what you put your mind to I will never tell you you can't fly, I will always ask how high. I will be there to support you through everything. Never let anyone tell you what you can't achieve.

Eyes

Im a sucker for your eyes. There is a depth of emotion I feel when gazing into them, that I cannot explain. No matter how many creative mediums I use, or music I use to try and explain it, nothing will ever get close. They bring me comfort, I long for them. I love them.